Unless I'm Not .

I had skipped again ,
Meaningless actually .
Already been three days never went out to anywhere .
Feel empty .
I Miss Y'all , Babe's .

What should i do ?
Did i the one who most wrong ?
Did i ?

that's not just a small matter .
I understand the personal right and privacy .
I really understand that .
But i also have the right to know ,
I am not a stranger , I am part of  EMDS too .
despite i'm not important at all .
Does y'all ever think this is not fair to me ?
I do felt pity for myself .
Is Hurt .
Y'all know , How hurt was i really is .
No , y'all won't ever knew that .
Y'all won't .
Is a pain that can't expressed in literally .

This three days , i missed y'all so much ,
Did y'all realizes that ?

This three days , I cried many times ,
Did y'all realizes ?

This three days , I sick badly ,
Did y'all  realizes how much suffer i am ?

This three days , i been waiting y'all to came for me ,
Did you realizes that ?

This three days , how much i wishes to see y'all suddenly appear in front of my house gate ,
Did y'all realizes that ?

This Three days , I keep wish y'all to prove me that's i'm important ,
Did y'all realizes that ?

This three days , how much desirable to receive y'all calls .
Did y'all realizes that ?

No , y'all won't never ever know .
Because i'm holding a supporting-role , it just not necessary .
This statement does proved .
The fact is always ugly .  I understand that .

So , I wasn't Angry or Blaming on either .
This three days had enough for me to think .
I understand and kindly accept the fact .
Is so okay .

Anyway , Because of y'all ,
My Tears Dropped Worthy .

There's Always Agreement When Only With The Compromise .
GoodNight , Dude . =" ]