Thursday, October 13, 2011

Forgiveness Is huge

>>In The Progress For My Final Exam Preparation <<

Now Is 11.30 pm ...
Normally Will be study until 2 am ( midnight ) something ,
But today i failed to hold myself on ...
All Is Lazyness FAULT !!!

Haha ...
Actually , I think my mental is consider over exhausted ,
Completely Breakdown

But It's Fine ..
Just Let Em Have A Break ..


October ... Such a Tiring Month For Me .
A lot A lot Of obstacle ...

Final Exam ..
Cope Up Those Subject ..
Time Management ..
Friend's Birthday Celebration ..

I'm Sorry ,
Is Always My Future ...
Is Always My Career ..
Is Always My Result ...
And All Of This Just Moment In One Time ..

Please ... Stand In My Point , Hope You Can Considerate Me ..
Sorry That I Choose To Not To Join You ,
Because So Many Problem And Handicap ...
I Have No Choices ...

Mummy's Emotion Is Getting Unstable and Even Worst ...
I really have no idea about her ,
Now , I'm Trying To Crack Her Brain To Tell Me Something ,
I Wish She Will Be Alright as i expect ..

Dammit Busy ...
Feel Insanely Annoying ..

School Stuff , What Happen To Him ?? Why He Just Act Like A Standard Six ?
Obnoxious People ...

Whatever , I realizes that The Best Way To Being A Happy Mankind ...

The Key Of The Happiness Door Is
FORGIVENESS

Learn To Be Forgiveness ,
Life Could Be More Easier .

Everything You Clumsy Affair You Met ,
Tell Yourself  , Take A Deep Breath ,
I FORGIVENESS YOU ,
Because I Was Born To Be Somebody ..

How Easy and Peace Is It ?

What Do You ??
All The Best

Officially Off ..
Good Night Pees <3




Figure It Out ..
=)

Sunday, October 9, 2011

I'll Love Until I Unbreathable

A Letter from "Mom n Dad"...




My child,

When I get old, I hope you understand 'n have patience with me


In case I break the plate, or spill soup on the table because I’m losing my eyesight, I hope 



you don’t yell at me.

Older people are sensitive, always having self pity when you yell.

When my hearing gets worse 'n I can’t hear what you’re saying, I hope you don’t call me 
‘Deaf!’

Please repeat what you said or write it down.

I’m sorry, my child.

I’m getting older.

When my knees get weaker, I hope you have the patience to help me get up.

Like how I used to help you while you were little, learning how to walk.

Please bear with me, when I keep repeating myself like a broken record, I hope you just 


keep listening to me.

Please don’t make fun of me, or get sick of listening to me.



Do you remember when you were little 'n you wanted a ballon? You repeated yourself over 


'n over until you get what you wanted.

Please also pardon my smell. I smell like an old person.Please don’t force me to shower.


My body is weak.

Old people get sick easily when they’re cold. I hope I don’t gross you out.

Do you remember when you were little? I used to chase you around because you didn’t want 



to shower.


I hope you can be patient with me when I’m always cranky. It’s all part of getting old.

You’ll understand when you’re older.

'n if you have spare time, I hope we can talk even for a few minutes.

I’m always all by myself all the time, 'n have no one to talk to.

I know you’re busy with work.

Even if you’re not interested in my stories, please have time for me.



Do you remember when you were little? I used to listen to your stories about your teddy 


bear.

When the time comes, 'n I get ill 'n bedridden, I hope you have the patience to take care of 


me.

I’m sorry if I accidentally wet the bed or make a mess.

I hope you have the patience to take care of me during the last few moments of my life.

I’m not going to last much longer, anyway.

When the time of my death comes, I hope you hold my hand 'n give me strength to face 
death.



'n don’t worry..

When I finally meet our creator, I will whisper in his ear to bless you. Because you loved 


your Mom 'n Dad.

Thank you so much for your care.

We love you. ! ♥












I'll Love You Until My Last Hearts Beat ...
Don't Worry ...
Mummy
Daddy
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