Working

Yeppy ...
working now ...
Following to the Cik Lela teach me the way to control the system
I'm able to manage my recepient department counter ....
just transfer and realease or maybe hold on the call for people ..
feel fresh and strange with everything here but is quite easy for my job
I can Online and so on ...
Blahh ...Blahh ... Blah ...

Reflect backward , i was rush out at 12 something ,
changing clothes , driving , go through the Tol and pass by The Curve shopping mall , finally get in to the bulding huge like a KLCC .. with the full of security guard .. full with mark of high class ..
nevertheless , English is the first thing to communicate with each other people over here ..

air-corn is cold and full with the sound of high hill while office lady or women is walking ...

the elevator alert is non- stop and it surrounding me .
OMG ...

just Receive the First line from finance department .
Now got three professional people is coming for the meeting .
i was just bluring and don't know what to do..gosh ~ is embarrass !!

By the Way , i mean alot of foreign worker here
Some professional foreign will coming here for meeting and i just meet two ... they're just nice and gentle .

Gotta work .
off ~

;)

Good afternoon to all my dearest ...
Hmm ...
Nothing much to said !!
Nothing much to write !!
Nothing much to sang !!
Nothing much to complain !!

but

Much more to dream ~

I just wish my jovial life will step forward for Euzane..
Stick back to my buddy , joyful much !!
Love them much ...
sometimes they really naughty and playful but ...

 They Just Make Me Smile *.*

EMDS 

 They are precious .. =)

Okay , Turn your head to the preparation of SPM ..
My schedule is hilarious ...
So far Maybe improve 50% but still hang !!
Hahaha ... but i enjoy it actually ~

Hope SPM will coming faster even fastest ..
Because it block my jovial ~

quick .... quick ... quick ....

Eager to challenge " YOU "
Come ... Come ... Come ....

Im sure will bite ' YOU ' in a pieces !!
Hahahaha ....

Off ~~

Chaos

Hey , 
Here's again !!
Wonder Why I'm so leisure for posing my blog .
Simple ..
My plan had going through chaos ..
Stop Study ,
Lost my passionate of study ,
And my sequences all mess up .


Hmm .... countdown for the SPM WAR still have 20 days ..
which mean is two and a half solid week .
But still in a credit status .

Blurr ... What da yuck ..

Just came back from Doctor Christopher lesson .
It is a last lesson for this years .
Arhhh .... Gonna miss him and all the lecture laa ...
When the lesson comes to the end , he show us a song which is so much meaningful for us .
Doctor Chris , the song will also be in me and i will never forget the dearest you .

Erm .. The song will be showing for the next post ,
Everyone of you are encourage to listen and understand the lyrics .
The song is from Whistney Houston .

Ya , i wants to be the one whom proud when getting my result

Yes , Imma gonna strong witted for my strategy .
That is so much more to win .

Right ?! 

Rotten rhythm =(

Early in the morning , going to fill up petrol and casually pump air for my tires .
accidentlly i had lost the tire cover when i open it .
maybe it fall to somewhere .
i keep finding also zero result .

Though you will said something to comfort me or secure my equatorial my anxiety .
But you make me disappointed .
Or maybe not , i might too high expectation on you .
is me 'unrequited love' .

When i was inside the class ,
i keep on 'turn dead end' like a cow
i hate myself that I'm always the loser .

blaming you and keep cranky about that you all are not concern me anymore .
so i not important for you all , so group shoudn't be four alphabet ， it should be three alphabet .
My mood was damn suck and complicate .
Why ??
I still remember that time i keep on struggle to find the way out of this all kind of evil and devil implantation
that moment i keep on heard someone whispering about all the negative value the can be suit for you .
The whispering force me until i can't even breath .
is almost collapse .
I just lose control to hate you .

So ,
I keep on insist that you are my love one .
i keep on reflect back what we through before .

That why i used some certain reason to went out for arrange my mood and my mentally though positively 
So just hide inside the fitting room and cry as much as i can .
Said what i think inside my heart .
of cause with no sound la .
Quite smelly actually .
Finally i have success defeat the devil .
And step by step , near to the angel embrace .
And the good luck had found me .
Everything settle . ^^

i get my buddys back .
Fortunately , i didn't lost them .
i was so thanks heaven .

I LOVE YOU GUYS  !!
I LOVE EMDS !!
THANKS GUYS !!

I Am Sorry For Blaming You For Everything That I Just Couldn't Do ,

And I Hate Myself By Hating You .

Once is EMDS , always EMDS .

One Leave , EMDS doesn't exist .

Now i Understand . Indeed .

Hmm ...
Recently , my mood was in Volatile status .
But is okay , hope all of you will considerate  my ill temper la . 

 Everything will be alright !!

What a rotten rhythm ...

Phewww ... 


Total all , I am the winner !!
^^v 


Euzane , Euzane , Euzane ,

You Such A Silly Girl .

=)


Off !!

Unspeakable Misery

Originally ranked 24 ,
Unbelievable !!!!
I knew there were something wrong ,
But feel really glad and disburden ,
at least i didn't drop to the worst department ,
at least mommy daddy , i didn't let you down much .
Am i right ?!

"HaHa"

Todays help teacher tidy up those document for our class .
And i aware that my result had record error ,
Wow ... when i know this ,
it just like Bolt from the blue ,
That mean i have to embrace the drop to the worst department .
I totally stunned and I unable to accept the fact .
Is were really sad .
disappointed+sad+ agony + heartache = ?? 
And i have no choice to be honest .
Is you teach me .


But i can't actually be what i am and how were i feel .
Because you will angry and worry .
So i keep endure .

Heart Broken . =(
But I can't tells you.

Simplification is :
 That day i was like top of the world and now i turn to the upside down .

Sad :(
Sad :(
Sad :(

Off ~