Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Rotten rhythm =(

Early in the morning , going to fill up petrol and casually pump air for my tires .
accidentlly i had lost the tire cover when i open it .
maybe it fall to somewhere .
i keep finding also zero result .

Though you will said something to comfort me or secure my equatorial my anxiety .
But you make me disappointed .
Or maybe not , i might too high expectation on you .
is me 'unrequited love' .

When i was inside the class ,
i keep on 'turn dead end' like a cow
i hate myself that I'm always the loser .

blaming you and keep cranky about that you all are not concern me anymore .
so i not important for you all , so group shoudn't be four alphabet , it should be three alphabet .
My mood was damn suck and complicate .
Why ??
I still remember that time i keep on struggle to find the way out of this all kind of evil and devil implantation
that moment i keep on heard someone whispering about all the negative value the can be suit for you .
The whispering force me until i can't even breath .
is almost collapse .
I just lose control to hate you .

So ,
I keep on insist that you are my love one .
i keep on reflect back what we through before .

That why i used some certain reason to went out for arrange my mood and my mentally though positively 
So just hide inside the fitting room and cry as much as i can .
Said what i think inside my heart .
of cause with no sound la .
Quite smelly actually .
Finally i have success defeat the devil .
And step by step , near to the angel embrace .
And the good luck had found me .
Everything settle . ^^

i get my buddys back .
Fortunately , i didn't lost them .
i was so thanks heaven .

I LOVE YOU GUYS  !!
I LOVE EMDS !!
THANKS GUYS !!
I Am Sorry For Blaming You For Everything That I Just Couldn't Do ,
And I Hate Myself By Hating You .

Once is EMDS , always EMDS .
One Leave , EMDS doesn't exist .


Now i Understand . Indeed .

Hmm ...
Recently , my mood was in Volatile status .
But is okay , hope all of you will considerate  my ill temper la . 

 Everything will be alright !!




What a rotten rhythm ...

Phewww ... 


Total all , I am the winner !!
^^v 


Euzane , Euzane , Euzane ,
You Such A Silly Girl .
=)


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