Proud Of You ，Granny .

So much tired ,
Was accompany shan bring her granny to hospital .

Woke up early in the morning by 6.45 am ,
Arrive at Assuntha Hospital around 7.20 ++,
While Shan was parking her car , i'm had brought granny registration counter .
Granny had a appointment at  Day Surgeon Unit (DSU)

Was Waiting at hospital around  8 hour .
Broke record .
Although is Tired but lucky .
Luckily granny is so much health and strong than my thought .
Well Done , Granny .
U're the best .
Peace .

Granny will admit to Assuntha Hospital by this Sunday ,
Operation date should be Monday .
Granny , U're always the one who are great inside my heart .
Gambateh ~~

We will wait you outside the Wad .
Peace , Granny .
God Must Bless you .

=)

Big Secret Blowed .

Hey ,
Let me tell you guys what , I started falling in love for being an Early Bird .
The air was really great and the temperature was just right to refresh my skin .
I love that , babe's .
XD

Today was a one trip with Shan's family .
Can't classify as a trip actually ,
Is a day for bringing Shan's grandma admit into hospital .
After Fetching Yee , then go Assuntha met Yen .
Having a Great and fergalicious  korea food at Amcorp Mall .


At the same time , i had told Shan  A Big Secret .
I had told shan that i think i falling for you .
Feel better after thrown out .

But Seriously ,
I Think I Really Falling For You .

=D 
♥

Is All About Him ♥

Congratulation to my Cousin Sister , Lai Kwan .
She's had done well for her little princess .

Is All About Him .
He's Damn cute .
I don't dare to embrace him honestly .
because he so soft .
I can't imagine What's he do and Whats he think When he's inside his mummy stomach .
Hahaha ....

Have a really great gathering with my family and relative's .
Sometimes , Party is the path to get in touch closer with each others .

At the same time ,
I realizes that ,

when there's a human around you ,
You will never escape away from gossip .

Well , It's a .... theory .
XD

Catch ya next post .
^^

Lose Control

O.M.G
First New Outstanding Record In My Life .

I'm having a Fast Food Weekend .
Yesterday was KFC & Today was Mc Donald ,
Die larhhhhh ......

And Yet ,

I'm having a sShopping Weekend Too
Yesterday was Times Square & Sungai Wang ,
Today was Sunway Pyramid & Subang Parade .
Die Die Die  larhhhhhhh ....

What The Hell ~~~~

 

But I enjoy it much ... Seriously .

Hmm...
Gotta get ready for Attend My Cousin Sister Baby Boy Full Month Celebration .
Enjoy Yours Brandy Day , Babe's .
See Ya .



 ....................................................................................................................................

Indulgency Day

Overnight at My aunt house , was sharing a bed with my closest cousin sister .
Well , the night falled so much comfortable and easy .

Opened my eyes , another morning ,
Gosh .
Must the time run so fast , i can't even follow .
Okay , nothing great to keep mention about the time .

Was having a great day with Thong sister ,
she were just Cute .
We went to Times Square and Sngai Wang .
Boring but spend alot .

Unconsciousness , I had spended over RM50 .
Getting poor .
='(

I swear , i tried to controlled .
sorry ChaiKei .

Sigh ~ Just Leave Kepong for couple days , i had started miss everything in Kepong .
I miss EMDS , my family , my car , my pillow , my slipper , my wardrobe and so on .
Simple conclusion , I'm homesick .

I'm So Much Indulgence In Everything This Day .
And I Started Regret .

I'll Be Alright .

Once and again the fact had proved the statement is true .
Hmm ... seen to be so unnecessary ,
maybe is about the significance of the character .
Supporting-role huh ??!!
Well , Fine then .
Although Im not so willing to admit or agree either with my theory which is always floating in my mind .
But i think i have to .
I shouldn't force to brace anymore , it's time to confront .
Make a good deal with the time and everything goes by slowly and steady ,
It won't gonna be so sad at least .
Anyway , I can't own it , because i'll never deserve it , nevertheless , i have it before .
Love em forever , Its Okay .

Usually Jovial Moment Gone Like a Lighting Bolt .
Is an agreement .

Well , Its a complication huh ?!
Sigh ~

The Result .

Well ... Hey , guys ~
Hows you do ?
Hows life was going on ?
What about yours parent ?

Hmm ... Okay , I know is pointless and stupid ,
Forgive my sillyness ,
Erm ... I were just procrastination topic

Frankly , The Comment i want state for my result is ,
I Not Actually Happy With it .
Just Don't Asked me about the detail , is make me feel so sick !! >.< "

After took my result Daddy called me .
I had make my first tears droped when i telling my daddy about the result .
Daddy Console me ,
He said is okay , at least you pass all the subjek and get A too ,
You did well and you already try your best , SPM is nothing huge .
I feel Like > Owh ~~ My daddy was so cute , isn't he ??
Hahaha ....

So Left it and make it pass .
Celebrate Next , O.. la ... la ...

Start Of Something New .
Love With Peace .
:)

Neutral ~

Hmm ....
Finally Finnish .
Sorry Kinda Busy For Shan Birthday Supprise Party Event .
First Time For Being The Main Organizers .
Realize That Event Organizers Is Definatelly Not Easy Like a pie .
Challenge But Enjoy .
Still Can Improve Further .
Next Time I Must Make It Fucking Perfect !!
Neutral Mood At The End .

Since Tomorrow Is The SPM Result Day , So Wish Me Good Luck , Peeps .
And Good Luck To Everyone's Which Are Same .
Fact Had Come To Be Confront , Be Brave .
No Huge Deal .

Good Night !!
Off .
=D

Brand New Way .

The sadness had been passed ,
So i'll let it go .

The new way had come ,
So i embrace it .

Should release the evil of the sadness and enfold the angle of happiness .

Have a pretty good mood today .
Early in the morning ,
Brought my little brother for having breakfast with me ,
But ,
Ominous clouds had came over . 
That is my grandma was inside my car too . 
LOL


After having breakfast , was planning to have a movie but time was not right la . 
Sigh ~ such a wasted . 
So , i decided to had a clean white wash for Fatbee first . 
Then we headed to Jusco . 
Secret recipe : Chocolate Fudge was delicious but greasy . 
And 
I had bought some new Playstation 2 game . 
Great huh ? 


Must take my time with my game . 
XD
Quite childish but Its okay la , i think !! 


Since The sadness had gone by time , 
i should display vigor for my life . 


I Don't Want The Misery  But  The Gracious With Plenty Of Jovial . 

Love ya . 
&
See Ya . 
=)

Sad Wonder =' (

Just came back from  Desa Park City with my own buddies .
Mike was my driver .
After Fetching Dennis .
We Was very happy while waiting shan .

We sat at the lake side close to each other ,
This moment make me feel Lucky and Grateful .
I was feel like every vexation had totally gone automatically .

After Shan's came , then we went to 32'F for a ice-shave.
It Was really delicious .

But
It left a lot of  imperfect .

I realizes that always there have something i don't really know between yours .
Everytimes , There must be something i was zero get the topics .
I feel stupid ... 

Yes , Only you can feel me right ??
At least , you've asked .
feel better ?! i think ...

And I was wondering WHY ?
Why don't makes thing easy ?
Why decide to travel another unnecessary way ?
Why should be me first ?
Why there have something i can't know ?
Why there have something y'all don't want to tell me ?
Why there have something that can't chat when i was here ?
Why there have something that can't let me know ?

Why ?
Why ?
Why ?

I was struggle and suffer while i was keep wondering .


Am i think too much ?
or
Maybe I'm just too sensitive ?
or
They just don't think i'm a part of them ?
Maybe
I'm not important at all ?

Perhaps I was totally wrong badly .

I'm Just Wonder .
 And
The wonder was Sad .


How should i Control myself ??
I Just Not Understand .
Sigh ~

BlackBoy Not Belong .

Before few days ago ,
I were still believe in , I am the most lucky human being in this world .
I were feel like so Perfect , Everything goes pretty well .
I get back my norm emotion , my metal get balance much .
Even , I'm still existed in my daddy heart .

But Since She just took it away .
Wow .... such ' Huge Wave '

The Bitch Had Makes Me Realizes ~

Oh ya , He do really care about me ,
Maybe is nothing on about this .

He got the right to execute everything .
Because , he's the one who paid .

Maybe is me , the one who always failed to obtained my daddy's favor .
My result might not good at all ,
My behavior might can't be what you expect before ,
Or maybe i'm can't always make you happy like them at all ,

But still thanks for let me taste the feeling of lucky even though just a sort while .

I will try my best to control myself to let those feeling go far away ,
How unwillingly i am , how much misery that i'm trying to struggle .
But I just have to .
This is not my fate , My fate couldn't be.........
i should really confess it earlier to protect my own .

Now , I should really let go .
And
I HATE YOU , FAKER .

When i saw you i feel HORROR . INDEED !!!!!!!



I must display vigor to overcome this ,
I build it up , now must compromise to let you go , BlackBoy .

I Don't Have The Fate & You're Not Belong To Me From The Start . 

='(

BlackBoy •♥•.♥••♥•

Hmm ...
Wondering who i'm talking about ...
Hahaha .... wrong , it not a human being at all .

Blackboy huh ??
Who ?
Who ?


Wahahahahahaaaa ...

Let me introduce to all of you , babe ...
Is My New baby laptop .

Insomia whole night just because of keep figure what should it name it for my dearest laptop ..
Finally , I get it .

It BlackBoy ~
The feature form my laptop about it name is ,

Cool ,
Young ,
Hero .

Hahahahaaa .....
Love it much ~
muackzzz ....

My Happiness ♥ ♥

Early in the morning ,
When after the moment i opened my eyes ,
I feel like i were just came back from Funfair ,
Its like tired and fun a lot , but too bad i just forgot .
Sound like a sweet dream .

For this morning , is kinda special .
Why ??
Mommy is on vacation @ Melaka .
Miss her much .

This morning  , Daddy was present as the Headmaster pose ,
He's bring us to having breakfast ,
after that we decided to go Tesco while waiting shin's finnish her event .

We were walked through the Computer Shop , and stucked for almost a hour .
Daddy was have a great & long chat with the salesboy .
At the same time , daddy and i was having the same but new target about our future laptop .
That is HP intel core i5 proccessor with 2,66 ghz til 2.93 ghz ,
640 GB harddisk and Microsoft Window Home Premiure .
The  model is G42- 459TX which is cost RM2399 .

Just finnish chating with the salesboy , daddy Said considerate .
After went backed to home , we finally decided went to Mid Valley for PC Expo Fair .

Damn Super Jam at the initial on the way , but we're actually lucky .
i'm very sure to said that because we have just found our parking within 5 minutes .
It was so Great , Isn't it ??!! ^^

For the next ,  THE FAIR  , was super duper damn  lots of human being ,
Erm ... I mean People ( including me ) Since is the last day for the fair .
Those Stuff is cheap like a Hell ~


Hey Guys , Let me tell You ,
Guess What ...
After i went through the whole Fair ,
Unbelievable ,
We were coming out with a Brand New Laptop G42-459TX with 2.2 KG .
Awhhhhh ... Is HeaVy But CutE !!!!!!! =D


Around 5 something we decide to leave and we going to meet my dearest Robot Mummy for Dinner ...
Oh ~ I miss her much !!!!

 Today was like my dream before and now its really came to my life true as a fact .
My Handsome Daddy , you make me feel i'm the most lucky human in this world ,
 I LOVE YOU DAD !!

Errr .....
My p was shouting at me already since ,
So gonna rush to toilet ,
Bye, babe's .
^^v

Trepidation

Hmm .... Feel uneasy this today,
Maybe The Day Had reached .
Hope Shan's grandma report is positive for everything everything .

And What i should do is just try to control myself not think think too much ,
At least i won't lose control easily ,
So much of ways need me .

As Dennis said ,
Even those the fact is so much worst than we thought , we still have to admit it officially .
So rather than keep on worrying instead of  go to sleep for prepare to confront more challenge when u open your eye once again .

I'll Stand By You ...
Cheers ~
=)

Wish

I Wish .... I Wish .... And I Wish ...
I really hope i can wish as much as i can for you ...

I really not bear to see or know how much cruel that the fact will be .
I so damn not alright to accept the fact which is ugly .

I hope you can beyond stronger than my thought .
I hope i'm not underestimate your ability , Shan .

Everything you confront now , is just a challenge , You will be Somebody in the future .
I hope I Can be at your side every second to accompany you .

Shan ,
Must keep stronger and stronger even beyond the inner you .
The pain that you pay , will make you gain plenty of ways of the world .
I will be nowhere to accompany you .

I Wish & I Pray ~~

For The Only YOU , Shan  .