BlackBoy Not Belong .

Before few days ago ,
I were still believe in , I am the most lucky human being in this world .
I were feel like so Perfect , Everything goes pretty well .
I get back my norm emotion , my metal get balance much .
Even , I'm still existed in my daddy heart .

But Since She just took it away .
Wow .... such ' Huge Wave '

The Bitch Had Makes Me Realizes ~

Oh ya , He do really care about me ,
Maybe is nothing on about this .

He got the right to execute everything .
Because , he's the one who paid .

Maybe is me , the one who always failed to obtained my daddy's favor .
My result might not good at all ,
My behavior might can't be what you expect before ,
Or maybe i'm can't always make you happy like them at all ,

But still thanks for let me taste the feeling of lucky even though just a sort while .

I will try my best to control myself to let those feeling go far away ,
How unwillingly i am , how much misery that i'm trying to struggle .
But I just have to .
This is not my fate , My fate couldn't be.........
i should really confess it earlier to protect my own .

Now , I should really let go .
And
I HATE YOU , FAKER .

When i saw you i feel HORROR . INDEED !!!!!!!



I must display vigor to overcome this ,
I build it up , now must compromise to let you go , BlackBoy .

I Don't Have The Fate & You're Not Belong To Me From The Start . 

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