What You Want Some More ??

Sad ..
Really Sad ..

What Do You Think You Should Do / What You Wish To Do When You're 18 years old ?

What Usually 18year old  Teenager's Do ?

I have Done everything you wish .
I have Done everything you want .
I have Done everything which is right from you .

What you still want some more ?

What You Want ?

I had working , study and taking over a duty which is u supposed to do .
I bear your responsible already .

Can't even i through my life like 18 year old when i'm 18 years old .
Can't you , let me go ?
Can't you understand me ?

Can't You ?

Who you think i am for you ?

Maid ?
Tool ?
Wire Doll , Control by you ?

I have my own life , why can't you see that ?
i done everything you want me to do .
why can't you just understand what i doing .

Because you will never know me , At All .
What i've done for your family .

They won't even know how tidy up the living room either .
 They will never care because it just not their business .

Sometimes is so hard to own a thing .

I have everything seemingly , but actually i'm not .
The only thing left for myself , it just a sadness .

I Hate You , Because You're So Non-Reasonable .
You Make Me Left The Only One .

18 years old life , Sadness left .
( wry smiling  )

Such a Good Day .

Blogging **

Nowadays , I must train myself to become a very PRO Blogger .
I do agree about , The habit of blogging is useful for our life  .
So , every night , before the day end , after done everything , I will be here .

Today , Monday ,
For me , I classified Monday is a Serious Formal Day .

But ,
It doesn't mean need to stressed up yourself the whole day .

I saw my favorite classmate , which same class with me at SMK RA .
I felt good .
We chat a lot , maybe i can used this chance to improved my public speaking .
Hi , Phrayna !!


KeKe **


Nothing Great  ,
Whole Day , Only Three Teacher entered our class .

Hmm ...

Oh ya , I learned a new classmate .
She's Cute And Friendly .
Her name Suet Pei .
We exchange phone No ,
Email Address and Facebook Too .
Feel Nice To Meet You , Sampat .
XD


Phrayna father's fetch me back , because is getting raining and yet ,
" I FORGOT TO BRING MY UMBRE-E-ELLA , GOSH "
So Thanks For The Ride .

Having Badminton With Shan's
Feel Damn Nice .
Finally , Felt Release .
Not that depressed and stressful like before .

=)

Anyway ,
Thanks God ,
Yea , I'm Still Alive Today .

<3

Who's That Life Maker ??

>>>> Sneezing & Lightly Cough <<<<


Hello ,
In The Middle Of The Night ,
I Meditation .

Q : Who's The Life Maker ??
Ans : ME !!!!!!!!!

<3

Uniform stuff are still running around my head .
What The Hell ...

Where's the Tailor went ?? I Wonder .
Sigh ~ Whatever .
I swear i will find YOU .

Anyway ,
Daddy Intend to buy a new car .

Err **

No comment  .. Haha ...
Okay ,
Quite Expected .

Finnish up all my assignment and pack up all the stuff for presentation .
And yet , The feeling of anxiety never disappear .

Frust-Nya **


Blurrr

Worried **

Hope i won't left out something .
God Bless .

A Whole New Weekdays Gotta Start ,
Be Prepare And Never Ever Give Up  .

Remember What I Want ,
And Now , Take My Time To Build It Up Slowly .

What a Good Day , Peace  ^^v
Gonna Face School Tomorrow ,
So ,

Err *****


Hello School , Teachers And Classmate .
=)

The Differentiate

Hey , I'm here .
Maybe I'm too leisure ,
On facebook And i find out alot of thing is transforming by followed the speed of the time flow .
Is so fast , the speed had beyond my though .
I feel sad .

Thinking back to the past ,
Quite miss it .
At least we still stick together .
We sharing everything of us .

But


Now ....

We're Not Sharing Together At All
Everyone's Got Their New Friends ,
New Nice Profile Picture With New Friends ,
New Friends Spam Their Facebook Wall Each Other ,
New Events Together With New Friends ,
New Schedule With Their Beloved ,
New Matter With New Gang And Team Mate ,


I felt Sarcasm for myself ,
I knew it through the website .
This time , i must confer a highly compliment to the internet .


.......( Stunned** )

Sigh ~

Actually


I Don't Want Much ,
Just Want To Back At One Like Previous .

Am I Too Much ?

Or

Just Too Naive ?


Wake Up , Wake Up , Silly YOU , ( Slap*)

No , Miss NG
Stop Thinking Like That ,
You Should Grow Up ,
You don't need to pay without them ,
You don't need to starved without them ,
You don't need to die without them ,

Everyone's had their world , their life , their obligation , their duty ,
New Gangs , New Friends , New Event , New Schedule , So What .

That's Nothing Wrong With You ,
Come On ,
You also got  Your own life , Your own world , Your own obligation , Your own duty too .

What's The Big Deal For You To Keep Looking Back .
That's No Point , My Dear .

Okay , I So Done With It .
I Should Be More Mature .
Everything right now is not important for me anymore ,
The most important thing for me , It Just My Future .

I Should Focus What Should I Do To Complete My Every Step .
Keep Following The Step For My Education ,
Get A Lawyer License For Your Future ,
When The Time Comes , I Can Definitely Get What I Want .

I'm No More Seventeen , Is Eighteen .
Big Girl Don't Cry ,
Be Mature , And Build Up A Stronger Me Step By Step .

Okay ,
Deal .

Thanks Heaven , I Feel Good After I had made My Statement Clear .
Honestly ,
I realizes that everything change due to the When ? Where ? Who ?
The Only Thing That Wouldn't Change Is Our Family ,
Stay Close And Appreciate .
God Will See And Blast For You .

Is Time To Adaptable .
Cheer ~

Pre - U

>>>> Sick Status <<<<


Finally School Start ..
Seriously this few weeks , I was busy for transfering my school .
Actually was Send to SMK Raja Abdullah due to the Distance problem ,
I decided to shift .

For two weeks school at SMK Raja Abdullah , Awesomes .
I learn few new malay friend , saw few of my senior .
They're cool and my class only have four chinese , one indian , others Malay .
 Honestly  , I love this class , I can learn to speak malay and english too .

Finally my request had been admit , I shift to SMK Kepong .
I stay That school just only One day .
Feeling Not bad ,
This time my class full of chinese and indian , can't even saw a malay instead .
Hmm ... Quite frustrate actually .
But it's okay .

The only best thing for SMK Kepong is The Teachers .
I can't take my eyes off of them , They're unpredictable .
First time , i made myself exactly with the teachers .
They just make the class interesting .
Haha ....

So everything Settle Down ,
Just a little bit dislike their subject .
Next dilemma is my dark grey shirt with black skirt uniform .
Blahhhh~~~
 
So far , everything well , I still can handle that .
How about you , pees ?!!
I bet you guys Will be better than me , HAHA ...
Guesses to see ya on next post . ^^

Still Moving On My Own Highway .

Having a part time job .
Mummy grab it for me .
Marketing Department .
Will Being Florence assistant .

Hmm .... Enjoy although is damn busy .
Florence is a nice girl , she like to laughed .

Oh ya , I met the Meadjohnson Company Group Director too , Roger.
He's from Australia .
Acctually he just passed through my room ,
I though he gone already , but not .
He's turn back and prank me . =.=!
I was sweating .
From the start i really have no idea about he's the director here ,
until after he showed his hand and introduce himself to me .
LOL !!!!!  XI

Anyway , I have a good experience .
Haha ... If  i have a chance , i hope to prank roger for revenge ..

=】

Congratulation But Vexation

This Morning , After Opened my eyes ,
I straight away take out my phone and type
MOE T6 93xxxx-14-xxxx  Send To 15888 .

Congratulation , Ng Chai Kei ,
You are Entitle To Lower Six The Humanitarian Field .
Please Check www.moe.gov.my For More Information .

Oh My Gosh ,
I Knew it ,
I Was rudely awake ,
And Jump Through The Mattress , and shout like a Monkey .

Good News had Spread All over my house .
Yeappy .

But
Behide the Wonderful perfect Scene ,
I Can See The Vexation was kindly Queue .
Lol ....


School Transfer , uniform , Subject and so on .
What Cha !!!!!

==!!!

Sake Of Worthy Chance , Confused .

Finally spoke out .
The observation experiment is end .
At the same time , I'm along with the solution .
I had decided to confront it .

Here's the solution .
I do access and keep waiting the prove which i'm wrong .
But
I realizes That you never put me in .
it doesn't mind for you everything about me .

In this three days ,
Receive Text , Receive calls for sending regard but Not You , Dude .
I keep waiting , but I'm so sorry , babe , The test had comes to deadline .
Solution have to be made .

Daddy was totally right , Start of something new .
There's always gotta be change when we move forward further ,
the far you move , the more new you start .
When the new comes , what should shift and what shouldn't to shift and worthy to keep it up .
Well then , there's all about the decision .

Just because of convince by someone ,
I started to give you until this week for just a call from you or maybe a message .
No doubt , You called me the last 4 hours .

You make me blur and confused .
Hesitated Attack and i'm not ready to defended .
Other hand , I've to protect myself ; another I've zero confident for you .

Should I Forgive You ?
Should I Let It Go ?
Should Change My Mind ?

Should I Shift You Back Into My Heart ?

Should I Give You A Chance ?

Should I ?